There's only so much you can do.

But so many things you can learn.

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Its weird, really, how being in the bathroom and staring at yourself in the mirror can make you realize so many new things.

I realized that Im getting old. XD I'll be 20 next year. Thinking about it gives me butterflies. Feeling a wee bit nervous and at the same time Im excited about it.

Not everyone might know about this but I come from a family where Visual Kei, Cosplay, Goth etc.. are unknown. Tho, Ive always been the odd one so I guess having that "rep" helped me along thru the years of being the "weird one". They see me in a different way as compared with mi other cousins and so I can pretty much get away with being over the top.

So I wondered if maybe, they see me as someone immature.. you know? cause not everyone my age likes dressing up in VK-ish/EGL/Cosplay fashion.. and of course the whole "sub-culture" is pretty much non-existent to them. I think they find me immature and weird. I dont think it makes me immature though. I mean, I can confidently say that I am mature. Mature enough to know what makes a person mature. XD Its just that I have a "weird" hobby. Weird cause not everyone knows or appreciates it. ><;;

Ive never been one to ask or think about how people see me BUT this case is different. I think.

Whatever. hahaha.. I should just think about my costume for tomorrow. We're having a family reunion/costume party--- @ 12 noon.

XDD I guess the "weirdness" runs in the family after all. XDD I just embrace it more than them.

Hooray for being weird.. and may it not be an insulting word anymore.

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

<td align="center"> YEN --
[noun]:

A poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

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what might this hilarious death be?

hay nakow. basta... talaga yata mababaliw na ako.

nonetheless, excited pa rin ako sa pagpunta sa sg.
sabi ko nga.. much deserved rest. kuno.

im starting to miss photoshoots..
but i cant start doing those again..
too much stuff to do in school.

*dies*

SHIT.

Im high on something.. I dont even know what.

Cant sleep. Cant eat... well.. slash that.. I do eat.

Cant focus. dang.. IAM DYING.

Ano pa ba?

Tagal na ako hindi nag-update.

Pero if ur interested.. there's some stuff here:

ienne707.multiply.com

Its full of school excess.. me-friends-professors

AND SCARY WALKING/TALKING FRENCH FRIES.

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I want to learn how to play the erhu and the zither..

I dont know.. I just want to.

Hahaha.. and I just read something funny.

I got emails from friends and family.. who have heard of my songs on soundclick.

They cant believe I can sing and in 3 languages too..

TT.TT

They mustve thought I was effing talentless.. but whatever.

XDD

*wink*

Finally, finals are over and I can breathe easy again

Over the month/s? I havent been posting here I realized a few things.

1. That I have real good friends.. those from the years before and those I recently met, my lovely classmates. I mean, its not always like that right? most friends end up falling apart. Lucky me. ^^

2. That patience is rewarded. SINGAPORE HERE I COME! hahahahaha.

3. That I can actually get sick from too much studying.

4. That I really really like this guy and he might actually like me back. which is weird cause I never did care for varsity types.. but what the hell.. he's cute.

5. That I have passion for french and spanish music. currently loving Alizee and Juanes.

Ive also rekindled my love affair with the band "ALL AMERICAN REJECTS"..

Ive also realized that it takes time for one to actually know oneself. I dont believe those who say they know who they are but obviously pretend to be someone their not. Ive gone through so many things and still, I dont know who Iam.. But yea, I learned through each and everyone of those experiences and I guess its part of the process.

^^

*Its a beautiful song for long distance lovers-- or people who are in love with people who are living far from them. *raises hand* I, for one, can relate. :) The song is poetry. The 2 singers sang it very well. I dont think anyone else would be able to top what they did. Their collaboration is a match made in music heaven. :) Its not just another ballad, mind you. Its done in Jay's style. Its like a classic Chinese song done in a smooth R&B way.. Even non-Chinese music listeners would surely fall in love with this song. :)

千里之外 A THOUSAND MILES APART
By: Jay Zhou Jie Lun & Fei Yu Qing

屋檐如悬崖 风铃如沧海
我等燕归来 时间被安排
演一场意外 你悄然走开
wu yan ru xuan ya , feng ling ru cang hai, wo deng yen gui lai, shi jien bei an pai, yen yi cang yi wai, ni qiao ran zou kai,

故事在城外 浓雾散不开
看不清对白 你听不出来
风声不存在 是我在感慨
gu shi zai cheng wai, nong wu san bu kai, kan bu qing dui bai, ni ting bu chu lai, feng sheng bu cun zai, shi wo zai gan kai,

梦醒来 是谁在窗台
把结局打开 那薄如蝉翼的未来
经不起谁来拆
meng xing lai shi shei zai chuang tai, ba jie ju da kai,
na bo ru chan yi de wei lai, jing bu qi shei lai chai

我送你离开
千里之外 你无声黑白
沉默年代 或许不该
太遥远的相爱 我送你离开
天涯之外 你是否还在
琴声何来 生死难猜
用一生 去等待
wo xong ni li kai, qian li zhi wai, ni wu sheng hei bai,
chen mo nien dai, huo xu bu gai, tai yao yuan de xiang ai,
wo xong ni li kai, tian ya zhi wai, ni shi fou hai zai,
qing sheng he lai, sheng si nan cai,
yong yi sheng, qu deng dai

闻泪声入林
寻梨花白 只得一行
青苔 天在山之外
雨落花台 我两鬓斑白
闻泪声入林 寻梨花白
只得一行 青苔
天在山之外 雨落花台
我等你来
wen lei sheng ru ling, xun li hua bai, zhi de yi hang qing tai,
tian zai shan zhi wai, yu luo hua tai, wo liang fa ban bai,
wen lei sheng ru ling, xun li hua bai, zhi de yi hang qing tai,
tian zai shan zhi wai, yu luo hua tai, wo deng ni lai

一身琉璃白
透明着尘埃 你无瑕的爱
你从雨中来 诗化了悲哀
我淋湿现在
yi sheng liu li bai, tou ming zhe chen ai, ni wu xia de ai,
ni cong yu zhong lai, shi hua le bei ai, wo ling shi xian zai,

芙蓉水面采
船行影犹在 你却不回来
被岁月覆盖 你说的花开
过去成空白
fu rong sui mien cai, chuan xing ying you zai, ni que bu hui lai,
bei sui yue fu gai, ni shuo de hua kai, guo qu zheng kong bai,

梦醒来
是谁在窗台把结局打开
那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆
meng xing lai shi shei zai quang tai, ba jie ju da kai,
na bo ru chan yi de wei lai, jing bu qi shei lai chai

wo xong ni li kai, qian li zhi wai, ni wu sheng hei bai,
chen mo nien dai, huo xu bu gai, tai yao yuan de xiang ai,
wo xong ni li kai, tian ya zhi wai, ni shi fou hai zai,
qing sheng he lai, sheng si nan cai,
yong yi sheng, qu deng dai

TRANSLATION:

eaves like precipice, wind chimes like the vast seas,
i await the return of sparrows.
time has been sheduled, to make a play of coincidence,
yet you quietly walked away.

a story outside the city walls, thick fog unable to dissipate,
the script unable to be seen clearly.
you can't listen properly, even though the sound of wind doesn't exist,
but it is i who mourns in regret and sorrow.

awaken from the dream, who is at the windowsill,
revealing the ending of the story?
the future as thin as the wing of an cicada,
who is to tear it off?

i give you away, thousand miles apart,
you dont make a sound at all.
this silent era, perhaps we should avoid,
too distant a relationship.
i give you away, to the ends of the earth,
are you still there?
where is the sounds from a piano from? life and death unable to be conjectured,
i shall use this lifetime to wait for you.

scent, tears, and sound enters the woods,
searching for the white petals of the pear flower,
only to find a row of lichen.
the sky outside the mountains, rain falls on the flower terrace,
both our hair turns grey.
scent, tears, and sound enters the woods,
searching for the white petals of the pear flower,
only to find a row of lichen.
the sky outside the mountains, rain falls on the flower terrace,
i'm waiting for you.

a life like precious stone glazed in white,
transparent like dust, your love un-flawed.
you come in the rain, poetry dissolved the sorrow,
i bathe in the present.

pluck lotus from the water surface,
shadow of the boat is still, but you dont return.
covered completely by this lifetime, the beautiful bloom you spoke of,
and so the past becomes nothing.

DOWNLOAD THE SONG HERE:
http://dl.lnzxw.gov.cn/UploadFiles/2006-9/95372526.wma

SOME FUN QUIZZES FOR YOUR ENJOYMENT :-)

Your Learning Style: Innovative and Independent

You are determined and driven. Confident in your abilities, no field is too difficult for you. You Should Study: Astronomy Biology Chemistry Design Engineering Philosophy Physics Political Science

Your Dosha is Vata

Creative and restless, you take in all of life's pleasures (maybe a little too much!). You're quick witted and very talkative, but you also tend to have a spotty memory. You tend to get very into ideas, people, and lifestyles... but only for a short time. It's difficult to hold your attention, and you sometimes feel with what life has to offer. With friends: You are very uncomfortable in new situations or with new people In love: You fall in and out of love very easily To achieve more balance: Live in a warm climate and spend some quiet time in nature

You Are 48% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence. Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious. Overall, your true self is creative and expressive. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

You Are 60% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

Your EQ is 133

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

And to wash all that down~ Some Yummy MV's


^GIMME YOUR LOVE! Tommy Heavenly6
*Never knew she sounds this great at lives!


^Meaning of travel Cheer Chen
-Its about people leaving and the probable reasons behind it. In this case, its all about leaving someone you love but not being able to say or give a reason why exactly. :)


^LEGEND Mika Nakashima
*I love this MV cause its so dreamy... Mika is dreamy..


^FIELD OF DREAMS Do as infinity
*Love the MV.. very inspiring.. I MISS D.A.I T.T

---- > Hope I didnt bore you out.
---- > I guess studying got the best of me.
---- > I'll blog about life |maybe| soon..

GOOD DAY~!

http://images.ienne707.multiply.com/song/1/10/full/U2FsdGVkX1,Bj7,.OKIkgDgP7XCjN2vBcf4opBvyf1DYgwQv0.jWiA==/Byul-%20I%20Think%20I.wma

一步一步走过昨天我的孩子气
我的孩子气给我勇气…
每天每天电视里贩卖新的玩具
我的玩具是我的秘密
自从那一天起我自己做决定
自从那一天起不轻易接受谁的邀请
自从那一天起听我说的道理
when I am after 17…

i walk pass my childishness step by step,
my childishness gives me courage,
the toys are being promoted through television programmes everyday,
my toys are my secrets,
from that day onwards i make my own decision,
from that day onwards i won't accept any invitation,
from that day onwards i listen to my own theories,
when i am after 17

一步一步走过昨天我的孩子气
孩子气保护我身体
每天每天电视里贩卖新的玩具
我的玩具就是我自己
自从那一天起我自己做决定
自从那一天起不在意谁的否定
自从那一天起听我说的道理
when I am after 17…
when I am after 17…

i walk pass my childishness step by step,
childishness protests me,
the toys are being promoted through television programmes everyday,
the toys represent me,
from that day onwards i make my own decision,
from that day onwards i won't mind any denial,
from that day onwards i listen to my own theories,
when i am after 17,
when i am after 17

And with that said...

I take all my worries and throw them out the window.

So long~

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SOME RANDOM MVS IVE BEEN OBSESSED WITH:

OLIVIA LUFKIN- Reira~ Trapnest Inspired:
+A LITTLE PAIN+



ANNA TSUCHIYA- Nana~ Blackstones Inspired:
+ROSE+



CHEER CHEN "Blue Gate Crossing" OST:
+A little step+



YOUNHA
+Yubikiri+



~Hope u guys enjoy.

<3